SAD

(Hi I love you and I miss you and I'll see you later)
(I love you too)
(I'll call you when I get my break)
(You promise?)

It's not my intention to hurt myself.
Tell me what to do - I can't shoot myself.
You went out and you left me dry.
So I stand alone, now I have to try.

I don't want to sit looking like a fool.
Got my mouth open, I'm about to drool.
Since I'm the dumb one, you must "be cruel",
But I'm not Bobby or Whitney, fool.

Think I'm stupid? No I'm not.
You're playing with my heart, baby. What's your plot?
Stringing me along like frozen beans.
This ain't love, this is what I need.

What's your secret? What's your plan?
I'm a good woman, and I need a man.
Not a boy to treat me like his toy.
You need to stop with your foolish ploy.

Feeling so sad, and it can't be true.
Feeling so sad, 'cause I'm missing you.
This can't be it - no the shit ain't over.
I remember us sitting on the sofa.

We were both kids and now we're grown up
Somehow, one day, problems showed up.
It all hit me like a ton of bricks.
I couldn't say a word, I just dropped my lips.

Why'd you leave - excuse me, why'd you go?
I never said you had to hit the road.
That was your doing, all your choosing.
I guess you didn't see, man, what you was losing.

I sat and I cried. I kneeled and I prayed.
Didn't never think that I'd ever see this day.
You split like cuts from razor blades.
Never knew this shit could ever come my way.

"It's a Boomerang", is the perfect title.
Me and you ain't done and final.
We go back like tapes and vinyl.
Couldn't break us like the Wall of China.

So how'd we wind up in such a mess?
Only time we vibe is when we're having sex.
I refer to you now as my ex.
Release my heart and undo the hex.

Mama please. Daddy help.
Last night I tried to kill myself.
I had that knife to my abdomen -
I just didn't want to breath again.

What made me stop? What made me pause?
I was so mad I could've killed a saw.
I was tripping hard. I was getting fast.
I even had a thought to drown in a bath.

...

(CHORUS)

You know I got a lot of messages from people this summer.
I went through a lot.

"Hey you what's up? Um, I'm -so- freaking sorry."

And then like, most of his messages were
kind of like this:

"Hi, I love you and I miss you, I'll see you later.  I'll call you when I get my break."

That 'long distance' don't work.